Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Categories of people:
1. Myself.
2. Family.
3. Relatives.
4. Friends.
5. Friends' friends/ relatives.
6. People I don't know.
I admit that I am affected by how people think of me.
BECAUSE my life is surrounded by people.
And when I started my career as a financial planner.
Stigma. Rejection. Postpone. Having people leaving me or shun me. Discouragements.
~~~ coming my way.
PLUS I need to put up a strong front in front of my parents.
I'm so afraid I might go into depression.
Cried so much that I didn't know I had so much tears.
I need to be strong, cos I'm the only one my parents are counting on now.
Many said why be so stressed?
Or why don't I just go back to ECE?
But I will fight to be a different financial planner.
I just need to chance.
To not sell anything that can't be afforded.
To not sell anything that is not wanted.
To not sell anything that is not needed.
But who sees my intentions?
To bring love to serve, bring hope to help, bring perserverance to build lives and success.
Y is it so difficult?
Jesus, if you could draw all men to u, with ur unfailing love.
3000-5000 men to your meetings.
I pray for that anointing.
Just like how u preached, yet some don't believe.
Just when u died on the cross, yet still some deny you.
But u prayed to the father to forgive us still.
I'm eternally grateful.
Help me to be more and more like you.
That you don't give up under such circumstances.
Yet keep on keeping on.
Lord, I believe. I know you will make a way.
And without you I'm nothing.
I can only make it with u.
No matter what people will say.
Ultimately,
Who can resist the image of God?:)
How difficult can it be?
JIA YOU ADA!
