Sunday, May 10, 2009
Happy Mothers' Day.
I guess it wasn't happy at all for my mama.
She din't eat the tiramsu I made.
Yesterday, she screamed at me to keep my many pairs of shoes.
And I still mopped the floor for her.
Not as if she does that to my bro.
My bro din even lift a finger to help with anything.
Sometimes I feel, cos I'm the only one in the house who will listen and give in to her, so I get this kind of treatment.
By ignoring her or to say turn a deaf ear, my bro and dad are in the bomb shelter, while I'm fighting so hard to at least make her satisfied.
Whenever I suggested a family meal tgt, she would say, "When will u be free?" in that kind of critical tone.
Kind of feel choked by the expectations she has on me, not just at home but in school.
All her monetary investments.
I rather not have.
Just love will be sufficient.
That's y I rather be out, everyday.
Cos at least feel more loved by my friends.
Why should I try soooo hard?
To bang my head into a hard wall.
Dupid (dumb and stupid)=.=
